LOUD TEARS.
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LOUD TEARS!
And when you hear my cries
And see my loud tears
And see how hopeless and desperate I am
and when you think I have lost all love for humanity
And when you think I must subdue my hate for anyone
And when, no more, you can bear my loud tears.
Do not ask me to pray
Do not ask me to have faith
Do not come rantng about how someone has bigger plans for me
Do not tell me how I am being put to the test
Because that's how my entire life has been
Full of prayer. Full of faith. Full of tests.
And yet- whose results I am yet to see!
Do not try to justify my loud tears.
Do not beg me to do good to anyone
do not beg me to love that which I have decided to hate
Do not claim to know me better than anyone
Do not restrain me from what pleases me
Hold in thy loud tears
For I, too, have mine to bear.
Do not ask me to wipe my loud tears.
I want God to see
I want you and everyone around me to see and feel
How desperate, hopeless, weary and soulless
They've all made me.
I want you all to see how unfairly you've treated me
I want you to see the price of my humility
I want you to see the reciprocation of my love and laughter
I want you to see what you've made me
I want you to see and you must see my LOUD TEARS!
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